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    * Sunday, January 28, 2007 *

    MY LONGEST 30-MINUTES DRIVE

    Around 12:30am Friday(the 26th) morning,i was driving along NPExpressway. There were three others with me, my wife, a family-friend and a mother-to-be.Wait, hold on... a mother-to-be? Yep!
    Good heavens!Actually we were on our way to Ampang Puteri Hospital coz sis Ain (the mother-to-be)is ready to roll...err i mean.. is about ready to give birth.
    While driving, 1001 thoughts gushing into my head. What if she can't wait and have to deliver there and then in the car (like those we often watch in the film or tv dramas? What if anything unfortunate happened while we were rushing to the hospital, will the husband or family ever forgive me for that? How will she handle her ordeal in the delivery room since her husband is away (overseas) due to job commitment?
    Despite all these fears, Alhamdulillah we arrived safely at the hospital (after a long, cautious 30 minutes drive) and she was wheeled whiskly to the 3rd floor - Labour & Delivery Department.

    Around 9.30am on the same day i received a call from my wife, yep the good news is out! Ain dah bersalin!Hurray!!.. i was so enthralled.My wife was in the delivery room with Ain during the precious moment i.e welcoming the beautiful gift from Allah swt - a baby girl!

    I received later an sms (from another family-friend)congratulating me for becoming a "grandpa". Haha...that was funny..but hey! i don't mind. You can call me Abang Bad, Uncle Bad or even Grandpa Bad, all i know is that i'm proud and honoured to be associated with a group of young muslimah whom are very humble, honest, dedicated, willing-to-learn/listen and motivated (despite against-all-odds) in upholding the Deen-ul-Islam. Thanks to all. And to you Ain, you ARE a SUPERCOOL mom!!

    posted by 40 something 4:50 AM||

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    * Thursday, January 18, 2007 *

    KEEP THE FAITH

    If you don't see the stars twinkle at night,
    it doesn't mean that they are not there.
    They're just hidden behind the clouds
    and you will surely see them shine again.

    posted by 40 something 12:02 AM||

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    * Monday, January 08, 2007 *

    YANG MANA SATU

    It is quite unfortunate that some people mudah terpesona dengan retorika, sifat luaran and other "worldly" credentials of a person. Orang yang berketrampilan, highly confident of him/herself, petah berkomunikasi etc. sememangnya merupakan satu aset to any organisation.

    Dalam masyarakat kita, kita bagaikan "tergamam" dengan kata-kata orang yang berpangkat, berharta, berpelajaran dan berpengaruh tetapi dalam masa yang sama kita kurang beri perhatian kepada pandangan dan kata-kata orang yang rendah pangkatnya, tidak berharta atau yang introvert.

    Kenapa sampai jadi begitu? From my life's experience and observation mereka yang extrovert(not all!) sebenarnya mempunyai masaalah.Sifat mementingkan diri sendiri, make others feel small, very demanding etc boleh menyulitkan sesuatu relationship.

    Mereka yang introvert juga (not all)ada masaalah tersendiri. Kurang keyakinan diri, mudah mengalah, suka menyendiri etc. Namun mereka yang extrovert more prone to hurt other people's feeling because they are more expressive, brash and self-centered.
    Bagi golongan yang introvert, mereka boleh dimotivasikan, digilap dan dibimbing.

    So for those yang ingin mencari pasangan hidup, tepuk dada tanya selera.Yang penting one must forsee that adakah pasangan hidupnya nanti akan dapat bring out his/her best, atau sebaliknya, will suppress his/her potential and passion.
    Marriage is all about two-way communication NOT one-way.

    posted by 40 something 3:50 AM||

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    * Sunday, January 07, 2007 *

    I'M BACK

    January Year 2007....it took me 9 months to pull myself together, untuk kuatkan diri yang serba-daif ini untuk menulis balik dalam blog yang nostalgik ini. The last 9 months telah dipenuhi dengan pelbagai asam-garam dan kerenah kehidupan yang tidak pernah lekang daripada kesulitan, kepayahan, kejerihan tetapi dalam masa yang sama, ada terselit keajaiban, kemanisan, kepuasaan dan ketenangan yang amat sukar untuk diluahkan dalam perkataan mahupun penulisan.

    Going thru all these, i began to realised that this is what life is all about.Kesulitan akan disusuli kesenangan, kesenangan akan disusuli kesulitan.It is a continous and vicious process.I've seen people whom are close to me feel sad,happy,motivated, demotivated, excited,lonely,confident,emotional etc.Ada yang merasa kecewa (but now telah bingkas bangun!) kerana cinta, ada yang baru mengenal cinta, ada yang tidak mengenal cinta luhur dan ada yang masih was-was dengan cinta.

    Sepanjang tempoh 9 bulan ini juga pelbagai macam manusia telah saya temui.Yang suka mengambil kesempatan,yang ego, yang retorik, yang ada sindrom "aku je yang betul" dan pelbagai lagi. I guess at my age, I began to see things more, in a different perspective, in a different level.But the most important lesson to me is that jangan berharap kepada seseorang(for their help). Kadangkala orang yang tidak kita sangka, orang yang lebih muda daripada kita, orang yang baru kita kenali dan (seringkali berlaku) orang yang tidak saya kenali telah banyak kali membantu. Inilah keunikan perancangan Allah s.w.t.

    And therefore for the year 2007 ini, insyaAllah i'll be more resilient. Kesulitan dan kepayahan akan tetap silih berganti and i foresee cabarannya lebih hebat daripada tahun 2006, namun hanya kepadaNya kita bersandarkan diri.Live life to the fullest.

    posted by 40 something 2:45 AM||

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